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Name: dominique.
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Interests: INC. ERHS. music searching. hibernating. chocolate. clothes. BOYS BOYS BOYS. happy dances. late night phone calls. family&friends. LOVE.
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| I think I spoke too soon during that last blog because I've just encountered the sh!ttiest week this summer.
Basically, I've been going through a lot of disappointment and emotional confusion. Also, it's weird how I'm blogging about this on xanga. Well, whatever I type is whatever I type. No looking back now.
On Sunday, I didn't go to my OWN cousin's 21st Birthday because of feeling unwanted. When she's around the people her age, she treats me like sh!t. When she's by herself, she's perfectly fine to me. So, I stayed home and played farmville while everyone bragged about her party.
On Monday, I hung out with Ally and Jensine. It was my own fault that I was so awkward. It was fun while it lasted but, I think I could have made a lot more out of it. Also, the feeling of being "unwanted" was lingering around. UGH.
On Tuesday, I was supposed to go to the beach with Serge to just hang out. My plans went down the drain when my dad was making everything so complicated.
On Wednesday, I bought my tickets to Disneyland so I could go the day after and went all the way to Burbank to get them. I was pretty excited after having such a sh!tty past couple of days. Jen's house wasn't horrible though so, I guess that was fine.
On Thursday, I had the biggest disappointment of the SUMMER. I basically didn't go to Disneyland like I planned on doing. The reason: there wasn't enough space in the car for me and my little brother. It was such a big disappointment because my brother didn't leave the house as much as he'd like to and I thought that taking him with me to Disneyland would turn things around for him. So telling my little brother that he can't go to Disneyland, pretty much broke my heart. I ended up going to Yogurtland and Cue but, my brother didn't want to go. I felt so sorry for him. I didn't care that I couldn't go to Disneyland. It meant more to me for my brother to go but, I couldn't leave him by himself at Disneyland. So, none of us went.
Today, I was supposed to go to this thing at church with Serge because I invited him. Turns out that two hours before our church event, he bails. He called himself an ass for telling me last minute....
UGH. I really hate how when everything seems great, this week comes around and turns me into this wreck.
this blog is OVER.
-dominique.
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| Yes, like (500) Days of Summer.
This is slowly becoming one of the best summer's I've ever encountered. I'll keep explanations to a minimum.
 August 1st: Katrina's 18th Birthday. It was pretty good to say the least. Encountered a few awkward moments with a few awkward people but, that was literally the smallest of my worries that night.  August 2: NO DOUBT REUNION CONCERT. The Sounds and Paramore opened for them. Twas AMAZZZING. You have NO idea. The nearby pot smokers were horrible though. :p August 3: I'd have a picture for this but, my phone is really stupid. Anyways, out for a night of spontaneity with my favorite homeboy. We originally planned on just going to a Bowling Alley but, that crashed and burned. We ended up in The Village to get some Pinkberry and Chipotle. Surprisingly, I was incredibly comfortable talking with him, yet alone, being ALONE with him. [: August 4: I love my alone days. It's a shame that I don't get to spend a full day to myself anymore. I watched "Waking Life". It's such a good movie but, it's slow. You have to have the imagination in order to enjoy it. I hihgly recommend it. August 5: No pictures for this sadly, besides a wacky video on facebook. I ended up sleeping over Mhyrees's house. Funny to say the least. I love how they feed me soo much when I'm at their house.  August 6: Props to Mhyrees for doing m hair and Tita Mhy for doing my makeup. Took my Senior Portraits. My photographer was extremely quick with the pictue taking. (I haven't seen my pictures yet....) He was nice too. Anyways, CUE pictures and Noodle World with my three favorite boys and those two skanks. Afterwards, made a quick trip to City Walk with Julian, Katrina, and Serge. [: August 7: Instead of going to the Marshall Volleyball Alumni game, I ended up making up with my bestfriend. We were fighting for about a week. That's the longest fight we've ever been in. Honestly, it was all on me. August 8: First time performing in Spanish. Weird right? Jen and I didn't memorize Doxology. It was horrible because I can't lipsync for sh!t. Overall, I thought we sounded pretty good. Later that night, I saw me some BEAUTIFUL views. [: August 9: Choir practice. It felt weird practicing with Group two because I haven't practiced with them in, what 3 weeks? I love how lame my parents can be. They treat my dog like their son. They call him "my brother"   August 10: Instead of going to the movies, I spent a nice night with Alvin and the Ines and Franco families. We ate at CPK, drew a couple of finger moustaches, and a few sober drink races. Due to my parent's anal state, they commanded me to go home despite the fact that I was gonna make smores at the Ines residence. Oh well, parents just don't understand. lol. THIS is my August so far. I'll post more pictures and explanations as the month goes on. <3 this blog is OVER. -dominique. | | |
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-Since it's not blazing outside, I think i'll take a jog around 6:45ish. I mean, I AM running in the shade.
-I wonder if Pepto-Bismol cures butterflies. [;
-I spent a four day weekend in San Jose/San Francisco. Since then, I've been dying to go back. Maybe apply to places up there? Mhm, sounds like a plan.
-HAPPY 95th ANNIVERSARY to the INC!
-Like I said before, NO DOUBT! It's in t-minus 3 days! I don't know if I can wait any longer! This is getting me so pumped up!
-I like facebook. I think everything seems to be more convenient there. I like the notifications and news feed. I know that myspace has that too but, it's harder to get around. I don't know where I'm going with this.
-Today, I noticed that I don't know how to flirt. Weird that I'm talking about this here though. OKAY, I do know how to flirt but, not purposefully. That may sound like a bunch of bullsh!t to you but really, I don't know how to do it when times are appropriate. I flirt when I don't know it. That's why I tend to give the wrong impression on guys sometimes. Ahhh, I sound like a slut now.... I'll just this bullet point HERE.
-I'm taking my Senior Portraits next Thursday. I'm not exactly sure how to feel about taking them though. For one, I think that it's "better" to take them towards the beginning of 2nd semester so when we get our yearbooks, we won't have to compare how we looked 10 months before. However, I know that the yearbook squad will be pressed for time. So, scratch that. TWO, it's one of the first steps to our senior year, which I'm not exactly ready for. November seems like it's a week away. So nerve wracking. But anyways, I'm just not ready to take my pictures yet.
-You know the feeling you get when your younger sibling does something incredible and you start to feel proud? Well, my brother's growing up. It's funny because he asks me for girl advice. Then, he meets a girl and is now talking to her everyday..... I don't think he needs much of my advice anymore because he looks like he's got the hang of things. I just hope he doesn't grow up too fast because that was where I made my mistake. ahaha. I don't know why I'm typing this either. :p
-I hate the end of August. Here are a few reasons: 1) Even though you told yourself you weren't gonna procrastinate on your summer reading, you do it anyways and are pressed for time. 2) School is coming up in less than a few days. 3) PEOPLE are going to college. I hate this because this is where friendship lines start to strain. After making a friendship, you have to slowly start letting it slip away because of distance, school, etc. HOWEVER, this can be changed IF you were REALLY close to that person or if there was already some sort of distance that you both had to overcome already. Ahhh, damn you college.
-I need to clean my room again. Well, just my closet. It's a nasty mess in there.
-I want to try Yogurt Haven but, still be a devoted customer to Blue Dot. So, don't judge me.
-I need to get out of my house more. I'm dying.
-One of my aunt's is staying with my family and I. We don't know how long she's planning on being here. To tell you the truth, I love my aunt BUT, she acts like a little kid. I feel sorry for her because she has to go through my family's bitching and nagging. I feel sorry for her because she has to commute an hour to church and an hour to work. I feel sorry for her because her company doesn't give bonuses and raises. HOWEVER, she doesn't know what's going on half the time. She's staring off into space or sleeping. We have to make sure to ask her if she ate or not. She barges into my room when it's locked. She doesn't really give me any privacy. It's like taking care of my brother but, slightly worse! Ahhh, I really don't intend to bad mouth my aunt but in all seriousness, I don't really know how much I can take.
I'm pretty much out of ideas.
this blog is OVER.
-dominique.
P.S. THIS IS DIRECTED TO DAVID. check dominiqueflowers.blogspot.com subscribe so I can subscribe to yours! [:
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| THEN i'd probably blog here non-stop. I don't know how this blog will end up. I usually plan it out before I start typing but, I'm just gonna wing it.
-I just had this eagerness to blog on Xanga. My Xanga is now 4.5 years old. It hits 5 in November. WOAH.
-I really want this week to end already. I want to leave LA for a couple of days and then come back with an awesome schedule. Quite frankly, I just wish that it was August already. SCRATCH that, I take it back. I don't want it to be August already. I mean, July's just flying by me. I didn't really realize it until right now. HOWEVER, August is looking pretty eventful. ahhh. I don't know where I'm going with this.
-NO DOUBT on August 2nd in IRVINE! I'm so hyped about it! I've been listening to their collection of songs since April! I also LOOOVE the people I'm going to the concert with. They are the chillest group of 20 to 30 year olds that I know. [:
-I start work in two weeks. I'm not really excited about it. I just want to earn some quality bank and then be done with it. I don't want to waste my summer working because that's what certainly happened last summer. I worked for a month and a half and by the time I stopped working, I only had two weeks to finish up my summer reading, hang out, and get things done. GAH, I hate working. I just need money!
-On the spiritual end of things, I've taken oath for two offices at church. One for Binhi President aka Youth Group President and one for the Adult's choir. It's a really rewarding feeling when you know that the office you have in church is official. If anything, I'm blessed.
-The last week and a half or so have been interesting. Actually, interesting could possibly be an understatement because it's been more than interesting. In order not to give anything away, all I can say is that hanging out with Nathalie, Julian, Katrina, and Alvin has been pretty...... fun. I love the spontineity of it all.
-I'm watching Old School while eating Chinese leftovers. I love lazy sunday nights. [:
-OH yeah, I LOVE BLUE DOT yogurt and I approve this message. <3
-I think GERSON and DAVID hate me. I OWE YOU GUYS BLUE DOT.
-I've been contemplating and I think I want to finally get rid of my myspace. I don't see a point in it anymore. Actually, there was never a real point to having it. I just had it because everyone else had it. Now that facebook has taken over my life, Myspace is just... there. I mean, hardly anyone uses it anymore. And another thing, it's growing on the younger generations. Just like it took over mine. ahaha.
-BTW, if I didn't read Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, I think I would have enjoyed the movie more. I know that critics and movie buffs alike, loved the movie. Maybe I just expected too much. Then again, I always expect too much. BUT I have to say though, this was a better rendition of the book than some of the other movies. SO, B- for those who have read the book. B+ if you don't give a shit about the book but just want to watch the movie. [:
SO, I'm guessing this was a stream of consciousness? Oh well. Sorry for the long post.
this blog is OVER.
-dominique.
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| pretty self explanatory if you ask me.
-I think my portfolio is big enough to present during job interviews. I mean, I have a little bit of everything, even though my articles are not at tip top shape yet. I'll improve.
-My left pinky hurts really bad. I hate nail cutting incidents.
-Unless I'm really stupid, applying for college classes is harder that I thought. gaaah.
-I'm a little sad that my Monday nights are SOAP OPERA-less.
-Jon and Kate Plus 8? It's reaaally sad at this point. I used to really love this show, until the martial dysfunction had to happen.
-My appointment for my driver's license keeps getting delayed. RIGHT when I'm about to take my test, something crap has to happen which further prevents me from getting my license. BIATCHES man.
-I started writing on my Personal Statement. OMG. College is in November. ahhh.
-I've been so motivated in trying to get all of my youth group members to our annual Formal. I've been messaging almost all of them to pressure them to go. I really want a good turn out this year!
-We're dissecting a cat in Physio. We named him Tigger. Me and Martin might change it to SPOCK because I'm pretty sure Lauren and Jordan won't care. ahahaha. We're in the process separating the muscles in his chest. We've already cut open the left forelimb and hindlimb. The gag factor was pretty bad at first but, after the first week of seeing and smelling it, it wasn't as bad. :p
-I'm waiting for my cousin to pick me up so we can grab some boba. I'm cravvvvving. [:
-I Will Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab For Cutie is dedicated to LAR. Hopefully this will do because we're both a bit irked at each other at the moment. Like I said, if she doesn't apologize, then I won't stop being a jerk. I know, I'm a bit mean.
-Anyone taking the US History SAT 2 test on June 6th? Cuz I am. [:
-HA! I have proved my mother wrong. She said I won't be able to finish the Half Blood Prince before the movie comes out. SUCK ON THAT MOM! I'm half way done! bwahahaha!
-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_UxyQ7cb3I WATCH this is you want to see some white guy try to speak in tagalog. ahahaha.
-I'm in desperate need of clean laundry. I haven't done it in two weeks. crap.
-My phone has been acting up again. I've only had it for about a year and it's treating me like sh!t already. -____-
-LAAAAAKKEEERSSS are gonna take it all the way. Today's game was such an embarrassment for the Nuggets. I mean, 27 points guys? REALLY? woaaah!
ehh, I'm done now.
this blog is OVER.
-dominique.
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